My Singin' Legs

I do so desperately want to talk about my most recent break up, but at the exact same time, I absolutely don't want to talk about it. It's a broken record; SSDD and who the hell wants to hear that song all over again? I really don't and it's really (when you break it down) my own fault. My ever so impeccable ability to choose the wrong kinds of men. I have this uncanny ability to sell myself so short (physically and literally) that I always seem to end up with the same kind of guy and it ends... just like the others. I am the walking/talking definition of insane. Am I just a glutton for punishment? Why do I think that every time they will prove me wrong when I know damn well they won't? Why do I possess this need to be proven wrong in this one particular arena? What the hell? Am I really that scared that I won't find someone good enough for me that I just continue to settle just so I'm not alone? Am I really as alone as I think I am? EMILY!!! Sn...

This is a song from the group called The Civil Wars. I was introduced to them this past weekend by my dear friend, Jeremy. Amaze balls. I fell in love immediately when I heard this song... and now I send it out to you... whoever you may be. I still believe in love. I still believe you're out there. I have not lost hope and I'm beyond grateful for that fact.

I'm done and I'm stronger for it. I deserve better and I know it. It's over and I'm not hoping/wanting/wishing for a sequel. Move on. Move away. Live your life without me in it. Thank you for what you taught me about what I want and who I am. I know who I am. Thank you for that reminder. Move forward in your life. I've moved forward in mine. Goodbye.

Just wanted to put this song out there… reminding me of our one special night… dancing with you to this song… It’s those little moments in life, the little reminders like this night that are given to us to remind us we’re alive and breathing and we have been noticed. We’re not alone and we’re worth someone’s time… So to my stranger, I thank you! Send Me the Moon - Sara Bareilles Holding my breath Last one I've got left 'till I see you Deliver my heart With the pieces and parts of me left Every last day Seemed to carry the weight of a lifetime Watch from the ground As the gold fluttered down from the sky Sweet sun Send me the moon Empty the skies out Bringing me one step closer to you Send it soon And I will breathe in, breathe out 'Til you come in and out Of view Of view Inches away from you Scared what I'll take from you, darling I can live with your ghost If you say that's the most that I'll get Darkness to light Moved from day into night to...